A Big Sick Frickin' Chicken

Ahhh the stuff that comes out of my mouth after an 8 hour shift at work and then having to do homework till the wee hours. My speech tends to lack...well...come to think of it...all the time! I dont know how my peers put up with it....maybe they dont and they're all humouring me? Wouldn't that be funny? and by funny I mean sad.

I'm sitting here nibbling on my dinner that I missed cause I was in too much of a rush to eat it before getting to school. I just finished listening to Bryan Adams "Open Road", and Im thinking back to the time when him and my masha went out...not that I was alive, but how cool would THAT have been? I feel him and I share some sort of "lost" bond, a connection if you will, and you will. I should write him a letter, or better yet, slither my way to wherever he's hiding and shout "IM YOUR LOVE CHILD!!!" That may cause some...hmm...disturbance. Oh well. Not my fault;)

Did you know that the fruit yogurt cup things at McDonalds have the same amount of calories and fat as a Big Mac? How...disturbing. I was told this for the 2nd time. I wonder how many sick frickin chicken's it takes to make a chicken nugget. Haha, I made a joke! Im awesome.

Went to the gym today, again! I'm slowly getting back on the ball I think. It's hard to find time/energy between classes and work and homework. That takes up a nice nice nice nice chunkola. Marissa and I beat each other up with the boxing gloves, got out some aggression, it was loverly. She makes a nice punching bag;) and Im sure I do as well;)

I think, I want to get into teaching. Piano/music teaching. After much contemplation and putting it out of my mind, thinking Im not good enough, all those self doubts we go through, I realized, hey, you retard! you were given a freaking gift here, stop wasting it you selfish bastard. And after talking with Nassim last night (uber nice co-worker) she kinda just planted the seed more in my head and made me realize some things. If I do decide to go through with this, I am going to have to get back into my piano lessons with the Royal Conservatory of Music and finish grades 8-10 and then my teachers degree/certificate/"whatever they want to call it that makes you able to teach piano", plus all the theory that goes with it (omigosh, killer stuff) So, it'd take me a few years for sure to get everything completed. I want to make sure this is really what I want to do. Im going to finish up my school degree for sure so I'll have that under me, in case they say it's unsafe for kids to be around me when there's a piano present;) Im excited to see what life has to offer me. Really excited.

It's time to turn in.