I Dare You To Move

Welcome to the planet, welcome to existance. Everyone's here, everyone's here. Everybody's watching you now. Everybody waits for you now. What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move.....

Im really enjoying that song. I've had such a crappy friggin day, (except for when Sefie took me out for dinner and for pool) I feel so lonely and all I've got to comfort me are my friggin term papers!! They SUCK. Im really feeling stupid, because I work for hours on end, and I seem to get little to nothing accomplished and feel not good about the work that I HAVE done. If I don't do well on my papers, I won't pass my classes. So many people have repeated this class with the prof I've got for archaeology because they didnt do well on their papers. (I know that sentence wasnt too grammatical, so shush) Im just.......BAH. I know Im sounding all selfish, and "ohh feel sorry for me" but that is NOT what Im trying to do. Im just venting. Pure vent.

Ever feel like with some friends its kinda a one way friendship? It sucks. Its like your putting in all this effort, but you get nothing really in return. And if I have ever made anyone feel that way, Im sorry. Cause its not a good feeling. Just wanted to get that out there.

Im gonna force myself to go to the gym in the morning before work. I am. Then Im going to go to work feeling all nice and worked-out. Then come home in the evening to my grandparents!! YAY! I havent seen them in a while and they're spending the night! Wooo! Though Im going to be finishing up my papers.....I'll make time for them. They're awesome.

Ack, if Im going to get up early and gym it up... I should turn in.