What the clap

I can finally start my days off. Ony 2 mind you. Still, much needed. I get to go downtown with Mriss and her mom tomorrow. We're taking the skytrain so she can get used to it. She got a Legal Secretary job in Vancouver for a law firm so she's gotta get used to takin' transit other then her delightful zippy boo. Should be interesting indeed. Lets see how skytrain folk are. Im gonna guess they're like bus folk with more tude. Just a thought.

Work today was actually pretty good. It flew by really quickly which is always nice. There were no real managers on, except for the guys in Audio Video who have high rankage. They are so awesome. Marks (one of our managers) is going to be away for a while. His brother was in a car accident yesterday morning and died. So sad. I don't know what I'd do without my thug Fiddy (to be honest).

I went for a run this evening, which was long overdue. I tried a new route - it was scary. Too many cars honking at me. Will stick to the regular dog chasing route from now on I think. I really want to move out. I need my indepence. To live in a little place with my cats and a piano, I'll be just fine. Maybe a roomate. But ... by the looks of things ... I think my options of one of those are running thin.

Do you ever wish that you hadn't become friends with someone? I know that sounds harsh - I don't mean it in a harsh way. Not because you don't like them or find them annoying and just want them to go away. But ... what would happen if you had never met this person? Where would you be in your life? Would things be different? Obviously they would. Say this was a guy and things didn't turn out the way you wanted it to. Do you wish you had never met the person so your feelings wouldn't be hurt? So you wouldn't be rejected? The girls at work were talking about this sort of thing so I joined in. At times I'd agree and wish things were different, but then you think of how cool things are at times that you wouldn't want to throw that away. But you can't help but wonder what your life would be like without this person. Whoever it is. You can't help but think both ways.

Mmmmm Jamie Cullum was just on tv. That man has got mad skillz. He's 23 and an amazing jazz musician, (and easy on the eyes too;) ) Speaking of music, Im getting so tired of what I have. I've listening to everything 4 times over. We have like ... 4 MB of free space left on our computer. So needless to say ... I haven't been able to get new stuff! or put anything new on!! Im really considering getting my own computer. I've paroozed the apple.ca website and I want ... everything. I'd love to get an iBook, but they are a bit much $$$$$, THOUGH the mac mini's are only like half of those $ signs. Im kinda considering one of those. But we'll have to see.

Im really not sure if this is "indego" but its the closest color I could find that would fit the discription. I want to paint my room. Black and pink. Funk it up. But maybe I should wait till I move out to do any painting. Im sure my parents don't want to be stuck with an empty black and pink room. My mom can go in there and cry, so can my dad for that matter. "WHY! Why did she leave us here with Fiddy, WHY?!?! *sob sob blubbler blubbler*" The time will come I hope they know. The time will come.

So, Im happy that I get to sleep in the next few days. I really had the intension of saying a lot more things about a lot more subjects on tonight's blogging, but I can't think of the words, and don't really think that a blog is the right place for these thoughts. So I'm going to leave you to think about how great your lives are. Think of how fortunate you are to be living the life you're living. It's probably a lot better then you think.

Be good to yourselves.